Hmm

I need to quit smoking. I don't really want to but I feel like I need to. I smoke too much. I think it's affecting my neck/ throat. I have had a swollen gland in my neck for over a month now. Maybe I should be worried? I don't know but that is why I need to quit. To be honest, I am kind of dreading it. I feel bad about it, but when I don't have a cigarette, I get very irritable and grumpy. I don't mean to, it just kind of happens. But anyway..
So I want a baby. But I'm still worried. I just don't know. Hmm.