So girls weekend was a blast. I ended up staying friday and saturday night. While I was gone, my hubby realized that he DID want to make it work. Amazing day sunday with him filled with of course great sex and also many laughs. It was wonderful. But then he told me that he wanted to have a baby. I LOVE children and have always wanted them, but I was confused by his tactics LOL. I mean, a week ago he was saying that he wasn't sure if he still wanted me, and now he wants a baby! So I asked him about it. He said that he just wanted me to realize some things and get our relationship right before we had a baby. He said he was desperate. Okay.. but it is still confusing!
Anyway. So I really want a baby, But I'm concerned. Do we have enough money? Will I be able to get a suitable part-time job? Can we get a bigger place in time? What about the car?
I feel like we have a laundry list of things to take care of before we can even think about having a child. This is only because I want my baby to grow up in the best environment we can give it, and also I'm scared that if we had the child first, it would be a lot harder to get those things that we need first.
I feel like it's the responsible thing. But who knows..
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