I just want all the pain to go away! Please. It just hurts so bad. It's all I can think about. We went to bed very angry last night, I know we both were. We were fighting about his cell phone. Because he's about to get a new cell phone with only texting and I'm the ONLY one who can't text. But he won't buy voice minutes so he still wont be able to call me. What the fuck?! Ahh couldn't he care enough to want to call me at least once a day? I'm starting to despise him. He just makes me so mad for no reason. He can't just listen to me, it's always gotta be a fight with him. He says he wants things to change and yet he is purposely pushing himself away. I think he's about to cross a bridge he doesn't want to.
I hope that if anything does happen, he'll miss me like hell. And then I want him to beg for me back. Then I MIGHT say yes but I MIGHT say no too. Because he is hurting me so bad right now, it is ridiculous.
Aren't husbands NOT supposed to give up?
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